Tattooed White Trash

I'm sitting here in front of the computer, sick as a dog.

Both physical and mental.. Both on the outside and the inside.

Then a thought strikes my mind.Why?

Why am I doing this to myself?

Why am I doing this to them around me?

Isn't it better just lay down and die?

or is it better to just ignore all the feelings that push me down all the time?

I dont know...

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I'm just sitting here in front of the computer, Drowning in a sea of feelings and thoughts.